Ole!

All is well. I actually couldn't be better.

I'm sad that some people are too wound up in their own petty dilemmas to realize the presence of positive things.

Oh well.
Maybe later.

kjh

Lost and Found.

This is just a quick update. I'm on a break from dancing until the 21st, I work 8-4 Monday-Friday, my Australian friend Scott is here, and I miss all of you. I understand that you're not as close with me but I still really miss you all. Especially the person whose decision it was to take a break from me. Sorry, I'm rambling. Bye.

kjh

Left and Leaving

Hello, folks. This year was, for many of us, more social than academic. I was no exception. My marks have suffered a bit because of this, and so I have come up with a new plan of action for next year. I will buckle down and work hard, as well as only go out one weekend a week. I know it sounds crazy, but I really need to change how I do things if I want to get into Education. Please support me in my decision. Thanks, guys.

Peas,
Kayla

And for my comeback post...

I would like to talk to you all about my dear friend, Jordan.

He is a pretty neat guy. I enjoy hanging out with him. I think I see him more than my family. This one time, I was smoking in an alley and a posse of ninjas happened by, and seeing my poofy hair and gangstah makeup, decided to steal me. Jordan then proceeded to wrap me in a coccoon of telekinetic energy and fling me onto a buildin for safety while he out-ninjaed the ninjas. True Story. Also, this other time, we were paddling down a river and our canoe vanished out from under us because an evil warlock was playing tricks. Jordan grew 100 feet and carried me the rest of the way down the river to narnia, which was our destination.

In conclusion, I LOVE A&W.

Kayla.

Hit Me Baby...

Hello, blogfriends. After the dour post I made on the 11th, I decided to write about something else that greatly disturbs me: Britney Spears.

As many of you know, I was quite upset when Brit shaved off all of her hair. I have been thinking about this a lot since it happened, and I have come up with several conclusions about it.

1. She is feeling hurt and sick inside, and subconsiously wanted to look hurt and sick outside. As Alex said, Brit is the embodiment of "The American Dream". She came from a small town with nothing, and then completely took over every niche of pop culture, (I should know. I own and love her Fantasy perfume.) As we've all read in the tabloids, stardom is stressful. I know I sure wouldn't like to have every aspect of my private and personal life chronicled. After her very public divorce from K-Fed and her rampant partying with Lindsay and Paris, she said "Fuck it" and made a bizarre choice. She is hurting, and wants the world to know it.

2. She wanted media attention. Any attention is good attention, and with her career in the toilet, she wanted to create a buzz and have people look at her again. She wanted to show the world how crazy she is.

3. She wants people to think she's totally fucked up so when she releases her comeback album (fingers crossed!) and is back to the 'not-so-innocent' Brit that we know and love, everyone will applaud her for getting back on track.

Regardless of what she is attempting to accomplish with her behaviour, she is getting attention. She IS accomplishing something. If I didn't care would I be writing about it? All I know is, I don't like her music but I respect her ability to consume my thoughts while I'm laying in bed trying to fall asleep. Keep up the good work, Brit!

kjh

So If You're Crazy...

In case any ofyou haven't noticed, I've been unpredicably moody lately, swinging from being regular, happy Kayla to sullen, angry Kayla in a matter of minutes.

I figured I should probably come clean as to the reason.

As most of you know, my birthday is coming up. On March 20. Also, as most of you know, I hate birthdays. Especially this one. I know you're just thinking, "Oh Kayla, get over it", but I can't. I wish I could. I don't want to get old. I've cried myself to sleep almost ever night for about 3 weeks. And today, my mom mentioned going birthday shopping to me and I bawled for an hour.

In other words, I have been in god-awful moods because I am turning twenty. I'm surprised I'm not sobbing as I write this. I'm an emotional wreck because I am absolutely scared shitless of my birthday. I can't even put into words the dread I feel. I know it sounds silly, but it IS me, after all.

Bear with me. Hopefully I'll be better soon. Now you all know what's been going on with me. Thank you for you patience.

kjh

Trapper Keepers

Hello, blogfriends! I felt it was time for an update.

First, I would like to apologise for being so moody lately. I'm a fairly emotional person, but the past couple weeks have been a bit extreme. I don't know why I've been feeling so weird, but I'm feeling better now.

Second, I would like to thank Michelle for being an awesome friend. We had a bit of a 'falling out' but we got over it, so it's all good. Details are now irrelevant, so don't bother asking.

Anywho, things have been pretty uneventful and I don't really know what to write about (what else is new?). I'm wearing a dress over pants today and I'm feeling pretty hip. I don't usually feel hip, so I'm kind of excited.

Also, wtf is up with Britney Spears? It pretty much broke my heart when she shaved her head. I know it's lame to feel sad for celebrities, but my heart totally goes out to Brit.

Alright, I feel that is enough rambling. Peace out.

kjh

PS: Download:

Radiohead - We Suck Young Blood
Aquabats - Pool Party